Erfahrungsbericht
Osvaldo hat auf Englisch geschrieben.
I had heard as many stories about the Iboga since I arrived in Europe.... nothing encouraging....
He spent time... spent time.... years in a row... fear... Deaths... stories.. Many of them very real...
I am originally Brazilian, arriving at 70 years, very healthy... with a serious childhood traumatic history and nothing pleasant to remember... sexual abuse.. Beatings... etc.
What's left of this abused child was a natural reaction to the protection of my Psycho... and the utter erasure of my memory of the signs of abuse and I just came into existence from the age of 9...
Therefore, I lost myself in the midst of the universe of sexuality, violently and early violated, during long decades of life. When I had my first contact with ayahuasca in 1988, my normal life was: sex, drugs and rock un roll ... and after arduous intensive personal processes, painful, only from then for years I started to work with groups , following my intuition, in a proposal more in keeping with the European mentality. I work with the force of Ayahuasca, regularly and constantly for more than 30 years ... hundreds of hours in the air ... countless the amount of liters of this drink that has passed through my spiritual apparatus and every time still it still shows me a new facet ... processes of observation of the emotions. Processes ...
With regard to IBOGA, the chance to prove this "dangerous and mysterious plant" came naturally ... on January 5, 2019, which I hereby declare to be IBOGA's international day. A friend of mine, psychonaut, of my extreme confidence, had the opportunity before to prove IBOGA and we had hours of direct and clear conversation about his experience .. and from him, I got a book, writen for a special, believable and scientific mind person, who had already done some ayauasca sessions with me.
IBOGA "Mystisches Entheogen und traditionelle Planzenmedizin aus Africa "ISBN 978-3-03788-380-8 Lots of information, many ... importants ... Before I least expected it, in a matter of two or three weeks the chance appeared. I would never do an experience of this level, without safe and reliable assistance. I was lucky to find my IBOGA GUIDE. A woman, a very special being.
It was just perfect! Impeccable Her assistance was impeccble, trustful and I will be eternally with mY heart full of gratitude.. At 8:30 p.m., on January 5, in the middle of some snowy winter place in Austria, I put the capsules of IBOGA throat down, with all the ceremonial respect necessary, for me very important. You need to trust the IBOGA GUIDE. She has the IBOGA experience; she knows the limits ... I have the experience with ayahuasca ... and then on this understanding .... I submitted myself meekly to all her interferences and managed to survive the tsunami that caught me by surprise ... There were 12 large capsules .... with ----------------------------------------- ------ I did not have the patience to put one by one inside the mouth ... I prepared three regular hills ... first hill ... second hill ... third hill ... There is a great deal of care in the preparation of the spiritual apparatus before receiving into the body such substances which react extremely and strongly.
Then ... lying down ... I observe the time and the reactions of the body ... of the emotions ... I watch the arrival of some sign ... Very soon there was a strange noise in my auditory mental field ... it seemed like a steam locomotive heating the engines ... I entered from there, direct, in the first phase, in a process of regular and uninterrupted vomiting .. which lasted in total, intensively .. for about 40 hours ... First phase .... 6/8 hours ... incredible .. from there the spasms tend to decrease .... less intense ... but still sufficiently sore ... in the matter the physical body ...... it's devastating! It was an intolerable come and go of tumbles on my bed ... I realized that every time I threw up that unpalatable and bitter thing ... the IBOGA expelled me out ... more and more, slowly and painfully from the negative, destructive ecomotions, engraved in the confines of my subconscious and accumulated during my entire life, which until then not had still healed through Ayauasca.
If it were possible ... it would be like comparing the intake of about 5 liters of ayahuas honey, accurate and yet it would not be enough to see that IBOGA is much more powerful in other aspects of observation. I felt plugged into electrocution energy of very high voltage ... for hours ... something that does not happen with ayahuasca .... the process is much shorter ... much less intense is the strength of the mother and IBOGA. ... the father ... much more effective in trauma cases like mine. Images, better not even start talking ... a fantastic show of information and very special situations .. that does not fit here now to unravel. What I found extremely positive was that IBOGA implodes our ego .... no chance of anything ... total prostration ... From there ... without the slightest control of the body. No physical pain ... kind ... my heart will explode, increased pressure or kidney attacks ... .... no panic moments... nothing ... all quiet ... just the discomfort of the physical uncontrol of your body. Absolutely conscious all the time ... all observing and cataloging ... as carefully as I could ... in a constant and uncountable tilt, get up ..... get up ... fall back on the bed.
You can not walk ... without conditions .. I was only walking in the third stage ... after a few 30 hours .. reeling .. holding the shoulders of my IBOGA guide ... slowly ... One question was the toilette ... pee ... no chance ... then .... a bucket solved the problem and there I went several times also vomiting and peeing in the bucket ...trying to find the balance ... in a body of marionette
. but without other extra problems. .. At the same time a dizzying schow of colors, lights ... fireworks, fireworks schow astral .. fascinating ... unforgettable ... Incredible opening of the third eye ... the increase of the aura's extension .... WE ARE PURE LIGHT !!!! IBOGA works in a very different process level than Ayahuasca. I stayed for around 40 hours in the air ... and until now, January 8, I still see, but not so intensely ... and depending on the light in which I put ... I still see the infinite rays of my aura .... still well present ... I feel like a new pan; bright and shiny.
Interesting to note that from the moment that the capsules fall inside your stomach .... no chance back ... looked like Matrix movie ... Which capsule do you want to take? The red or the blue ?? The responsibility is solely and exclusively yours at that moment ... the IBODA GUIDE does its best to help ... but the process is yours, no one else ... is your own childbirth ... is your death for a new life ... The IBOGA GUIDE constantly emptied my fel ... put out by the spasms .... my excrement ... the drool that flowed through my mouth ... constant comes and goes ... She cleans you, cares for you with extreme love and respect. No chance to do anything ... totally submissive to the process. In parallel other things were put down my throat ... I was only able to open my mouth and then ... a lot of rehydration ... mineral salts ... energy drinks etc ... all in an extremely necessary and important help. It is fundamental, in my point of view, to make use of the IBOGA, under a safe assistance. After the first time ... you already know the way ... It is not an easy process ... but extremely effective now. Scratchs?? There are always risks in anything that we do in this life and we hurt ourselves and other ones, because we do not respect the limits. It takes courage to change. Want to be happy, so be it! I did not want to miss the chance to heal me .. the pains are now calmer, much calmer ... the storm has passed ... the sea has settled down ... Renewing winds now blow in my ears filled with vital energy. 100% astral battery recharged ... The forces of the universe help us when they are not ignored ..... There's something going on in my head ... like, Ayahuasca helped me to rescue my life and IBOGA rescued my soul ... and if I died today ... I would be very happy ... What's up?? Psychonauta or conscientious scientist ?? It's your choice. I declare myself, as being a scientist of consciousness.
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